It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

2 (actually index). two is company

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Style

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

or never left

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf abrar

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

so the method has to be autonomous

IWGD

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities