hello reader,

lol

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone truth

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

isaac

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

yeah

isaac newton

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

its good

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like magnets

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

we can only engage in such a way

wait what is that

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.