i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

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feel you

barren land

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025

its good

what do you mean

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

hello reader,

abrar?

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

the site i am dreaming

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Lift Analysis


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet