ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yes

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

its good short few pages

in a post. I want to be remembered

I am below everything.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

we need to be deconstructing our identities