like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

thank you

god being the centre magnet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

idk

December 2025

no like which do people call me

abrar?

its good

fw

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol yea

your feed looks like my tumblr


isaac newton

that looks like my instagram account

you have a beautiful account btw

...

Slug

really i want the internet

no i haven't really read anything

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents

feel you

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

or never left

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


propensity within someone

plato

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.