your feed looks like my tumblr

i dont understand magnetisation

i really havent

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hiding from the rain

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

currently

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

what do you mean

i was tempted to lie about my name

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

isaac newton

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


2 (actually index). two is company

and the fake qualifier

whats your name?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.