i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

it is hopeful

currently

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

hello reader,

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Worse Lift

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like first name

yeah

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like magnets

isaac newton

we need to be deconstructing our identities

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetisation/form

as in