i really havent
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
hiding from the rain
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
so at the end
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
really i want the internet
There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.
its good short few pages
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
isaac
what do you think my name is
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
ahnaf abrar
i have read not even 1 book
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Thank you, Jack
its good
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."