Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i see a website

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

in a post. I want to be remembered

hello reader,


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

2 (actually index). two is company

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Better Lift

December 2025