the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its good short few pages

its good

that looks like my instagram account

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so at the end

Better Lift

it is hopeful

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

isaac newton

Style

have you read

i dont understand magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

hiding from the rain

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

like first name

thank you

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging