yes

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

this will be about a slug

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

wait what is that

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

autonomy of learning

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

December 2025

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

1

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

hiding from the rain

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

send link

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

not their contents

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone truth

really i want the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

as in

13, H, grate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

2 (actually index). two is company