the site i am dreaming

Can I see

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we need to be deconstructing our identities