i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I am below everything.
really i want the internet
Thank you, Jack
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
kind of mythopoesis
so at the end
fw
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i have read not even 1 book
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
isaac
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
December 2025
wait what is that
its good