the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i was tempted to lie about my name

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

as in

i dont understand magnetisation

i understand

no i haven't really read anything

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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what do you mean

bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

December 2025

isaac newton

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

bro i read nothing in my life