13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

what do you think my name is

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


no longer writing in the third person

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a post. I want to be remembered

hiding from the rain


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

like first name

its good

abrar?