Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

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Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Can I see

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

sorry i am texting like a slav

i understand

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

It Will Get Lighter