something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

but really the thing should be autonomous

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Worse Lift

hiding from the rain

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Style

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

bro i read nothing in my life

It was about a crazy lady who lived above his flat in Pimlico. She would let pigeons into her flat so she could feed them. Apparently she didn't want her presence in the flat to interfere with the natural behaviour of the pigeons, so she would let them nest and shit in there and she wouldn't clean it up, because it wasn't natural to do so. The pigeons would die, but apart from the smell and the sludge and the gas, the corpses weren't really a problem. It was the rats that came to eat them. The rats would eat the rotting pigeon corpses mixed in with the rotting pigeon shit and they would get ill and die too. New rats that came through wouldn't mind though, and they'd start to eat the mass, only to get sick and die in it later on. The population grew steadily as more pigeons and rats came from in the cold, to live naturally. They fed the mass further.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.