no longer writing in the third person
but really the thing should be autonomous
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
lol yea
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
as in
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"Put a blanket."
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
abrar?
it is hopeful
yeah