we need to be deconstructing our identities
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
not their contents
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
division of reality is straying away from it
Can I see
Lift Analysis
we can only engage in such a way
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Today I felt like starting
no longer writing in the third person
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them