Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way

Worse Lift

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

Style

really i want the internet

propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

but i respect your search

division of reality is straying away from it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it is hopeful

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

wait what is that

currently

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

bro i read nothing in my life

have you read

i understand

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it