Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

really i want the internet

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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

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