no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone truth

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it is hopeful

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Worse Lift

Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Lift Analysis

abrar?

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

wait what is that

feel you

December 2025

bro i read nothing in my life

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

...

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

magnetises a pin