as in


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

propensity within someone

its performative

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone truth

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

what do you think my name is

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

plato

brb i will read and reply sincerely

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now