Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Better Lift

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Style

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

but i respect your search

1

autonomy of learning

Today I felt like starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you cannot feed someone truth

it is hopeful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetisation/form

Rain, starting

we can only engage in such a way

Lift Analysis

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59