Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
currently
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i understand
i dont understand magnetisation
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
its good
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.its good short few pages
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.and the fake qualifier
i really havent
sorry i am texting like a slav
was it worth it
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
like first name
yeah
no i haven't really read anything
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
it is hopeful
i was tempted to lie about my name
so the method has to be autonomous
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
all that is to say