but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Worse Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

was it worth it

we can only engage in such a way

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

thank you


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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Rain, starting