ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
bro i read nothing in my life
2 (actually index). two is company
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
so the method has to be autonomous
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
we can only engage in such a way
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
