The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Lift Analysis

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

autonomy of learning

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

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i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

barren land

It Will Get Lighter

the site i am dreaming

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

this will be about a slug

yeah