abrar?
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
division of reality is straying away from it
like magnets
you cannot feed someone truth
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
yeah
whats your name?
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
ahnaf abrar
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
lol yea
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
is this you as well
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
as in
its good
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
propensity within someone
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
magnetisation/form