part of an old note. It will get lighter.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I Write Goodbye Letter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

whats your name?


i see a website

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

hello reader,

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

really i want the internet

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

ion

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.