I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you have a beautiful account btw

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

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much more tactility

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Worse Lift

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

sorry i am texting like a slav

13, H, grate

and the fake qualifier

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now