a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

in a post. I want to be remembered

its good

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i understand

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love it here

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so an active mazelike process

no i haven't really read anything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

what do you mean

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Can I see