the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
but i respect your search
autonomy of learning
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
as in
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
division of reality is straying away from it
propensity within someone
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt