i want to do that too

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

Lift Analysis

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you have a beautiful account btw

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i really havent

the site i am dreaming

so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

is this you as well

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50