theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

all that is to say

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

Today I felt like starting

much more tactility

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

that looks like my instagram account

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

no longer writing in the third person

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

magnetises a pin

ion

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah

its good

really i want the internet

its performative

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03