no i haven't really read anything

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

plato

its good

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

like first name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so an active mazelike process

so the method has to be autonomous

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no longer writing in the third person

and the fake qualifier

plato

as in

like magnets

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

is this you as well

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

what do you mean

i really havent