it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Can I see

i love it here

that looks like my instagram account

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

abrar?

you cannot feed someone truth

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yes

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext