We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Today I felt like starting

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

or never left

in a post. I want to be remembered

lol

much more tactility

we need to be deconstructing our identities

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

no like which do people call me

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like magnets

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression