i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.



Rain, starting

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Today I felt like starting

what do you think my name is

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Better Lift

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.


Can I see

this will be about a slug