i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
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Lift Analysis
2 (actually index). two is company
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by
social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak
in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or
fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points
to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s
more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like
text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru
shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by
(oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always
interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read
texts.
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