we can only engage in such a way
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Rain, starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
It Will Get Lighter
Style
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever
really determine
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
IWGD
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
