so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol yea

isaac

like first name

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form

no like which do people call me

no longer writing in the third person

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yes

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone truth

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

all that is to say

yeah

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i was tempted to lie about my name

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah

lol

what do you mean