a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i love it here

Better Lift

autonomy of learning

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

13, H, grate

so at the end

is this you as well

i understand

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah

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there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

no i haven't really read anything

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

or never left

its good

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue