but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i really havent

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Today I felt like starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Style

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

ion

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I am below everything.

god being the centre magnet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

is this you as well

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

yeah

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i love it here

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation