it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


I am below everything.

IWGD

i love it here

plato

its good

plato

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

so an active mazelike process

as in

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

like first name

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Better Lift

i want to do that too

autonomy of learning