amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

so at the end

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

hello reader,

the site i am dreaming

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

It Will Get Lighter

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

idk

It Will Get Lighter


we can only engage in such a way

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

...

i really havent


so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged