propensity within someone

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

idk

its good short few pages

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i really havent

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so an active mazelike process

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i want to do that too

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yes

thank you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

was it worth it

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

like first name

plato

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

bro i read nothing in my life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack