i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

or never left

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

lol yea

its good

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

much more tactility

It Will Get Lighter

i dont understand magnetisation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

brb i will read and reply sincerely