is this you as well

no i haven't really read anything

ion

i understand

its good short few pages

what do you mean

...

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


propensity within someone

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Worse Lift


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

really i want the internet


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


Style

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

magnetises a pin

December 2025

like magnets

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.