brb i will read and reply sincerely

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

much more tactility

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i love it here

ahnaf abrar

hiding from the rain

plato

lol

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

your feed looks like my tumblr

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos